Name: aDe Bluemilk
Birthdate: 17th November
Zodiac: Scorpio

ICQ: 48000131
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Afew days back, I was asking the dearest when can we go paktor again?

Although knowing the obvious answer that will be given.

I still wana ask.

Cos its been quite awhile since we last spend some quality time together just like any other couples.

I shant be greedy.

No need a day, just half a day will be good enough for us too!

He nodded, cajoled and reminded me that my work schedule doesnt allow that to happen and told me to wait patiently for the next Public holiday or a miracle.

*Pouts* Really cant help but to dislike my work schedule in this aspect.

So everyday, I waited.

Hoping that the day will come soon.

Finally!

We received an unexpected announcement about the cancellation of the morning lesson!

You have no idea how happy I was! =D

We had a good morning pampering ourselves to some colours.
Followed by hurrying past the busy crowd in the malls for our lunch booking.

Was feeling damn sua ku when I told dear this:

"Wahh..its such a good feeling to be walking in the malls with you this way and having so many people walking past us. A feeling that I missed so dearly."

Haha.



After lunch, just when I was about to make my way back to work again.

We walked past this kids' cookie making corner.

And guess what? Haha.

We decided to plonk our butts at 1 of the corner and started making our very own cookies!!

Darn fun!

We were laughing and poking fun at each other's cookie decor. And fighting for the usage of the sugar colours. =D

Sadly, I didnt exactly had a chance to wait for my final product as I was running late by then.

Dear stayed back and waited for the baked cookies collection instead.

Although it was just a mere 4 hours spent together.

But it was really good enough.

Very very contented and happy.

Miracles DO happen. If you hold on to the believe strongly.

Happy 44th Month darling... =)

*Smiles*

 -Amitabha-

Phew! So Term 2 has just ended.

And Term 3 is here for the next quarter again!

The transition is so greyish that before I can take a breather to enjoy the shift, its over. Haha.

This time round, although the kids are given a month of school holiday.
There were just a tad too many parents to meet as well as projects to clear.
Slogging away like mad for the last quarter.

May the next quarter be a good one! =D



Another meal where I treated but dear paid for it.

Hahaha. =P

 -Amitabha-

A night at the cinema.

Its been quite awhile since we last step foot into a theatre.



Watching the no brainer show and laughing out loud together.

Nothing beats simple bliss like this.

My favourite characters in the show: The stupid cupids

Haha. =D

Nearrrr Farrrr...Wherever you areeee...

 -Amitabha-

Sweets for my sweet.

Sugar for my honey...



Ji De Chi

Remember to eat

Haha.

We love Gui Ling Gao...

With lotsa honey!

=))

 -Amitabha-

Wu Lin Mi Ji!



Xiang Long Shi Ba Zhang!

Woots!

We know wu gong.

Hahaha.

Dammit.

 -Amitabha-

The more I learn and understand about 业果,
The more frightened I am.
By right, it shouldnt be that way.
In fact, I should feel happy getting to know about it.
But I cant help it.
It is really scary.

Just the thought that every single thing you have done in your life,
Are orders you have placed for your future.
It is scary.
Even the slightest thought are orders that you cant decline.
Whichever forms of orders they come to you is not up to us to decide.
But an order is an order.
You just cant escape from it.

Just a twitch of a thought.
You have just made an order.
Not given a choice to reject.
You just gota pay for it.

All this knowledge of it is forcing me to be good.
But it is so hard to control.
Our mental state of mind.
Sometimes events happen, and that very instant,
The thought just pop by.
Argh! Guess what?
An order has just been made again.

The only way is to be 乖乖 all the way.
Then only the orders made are happy seeds.
If not, sheesh.
I dun even dare to think about it.

 -Amitabha-

The world is spinning right round,
Baby right round,
Like a record baby,
Right round round round.
This was how I felt for the past few days man!

The doctor said that there was some viral infection that got trapped in the ears which affected my motion balance which causes the giddiness. Shoosh.

2 jabs in the butts. Left and right.

And yeps. Before I know it.

Bed was the closest friend I had for days.

Took MC for the first time at work.

It was really the last choice, [Read: No choice]

Caused so much hassle.

Really appreciate the people who went through all the efforts just to make sure things are still up and running.

Many thanks to baby's family as well for all the calls and sms-es.
Dun worry, your daughter-in-law-to-be is getting better.

*Giggles* Shy.

Many thanks to the English Lam Rim brothers and sisters who sent the concern smses. I really felt engulfed in a world of saints. I feel so fortunate and bless!

The only dismay was I couldnt make it to the Toasties gathering.
And to think the kind buddies actually arranged this meet up 1 month ago to make sure that I can make it for the gathering.
And I gotta let them down at the last minute.
Yet overflowing of concern and get-well-soon smses still flows in the following next day.

I am love. Thank you.

Many muackies to the dearest for the incessant care. I love you. =))

Finally. After a week's of turmoil.

Im heading back to work tomorrow!

Gona meet the little rascals aka the little darlings.

Shoosh. Hate to admit this but I miss them truckloads.

Shall take many many pictures with them for memento!

Ciaosu. Reborn~

 -Amitabha-

9 May - Vesak Day.

In the past, this day never really meant much to us.

It is merely just a public holiday.

Not till the last 3 years.

When we started to immerse ourselves in the Dharma.

This day slowly became more and more significant and important!

Its a day of a Great Supreme's birth - The Buddha.

A day where all sentient beings get help from the great compassion of buddha teachings.

A day where every sentient beings learn to go through substantive practise to release themselves from the fortress of rebirth.

To end the cyclical pain and sufferings and to gain wisdom and eternal delight.

To hold on to all these, the only way is to believe.

The Power of Believe.

We woke up as early as 5ish in the morn and started preparing for the day.

Tired and sleepy we may be.

But both of us happily held each others' hand and made our way down to the association.

Its a full day of volunteer work.

Some work are really tedious but everyone work happily all for one objective.

做师所喜 =D

Really glad to be able to dedicate this day to the Buddha.

 -Amitabha-

Appreciation

Was touching on this topic with the students today.

Many people take the important people in their lives for granted.

Do you take your parents, friends and family members for granted?

Do you expect them to be there for you and only complain when something goes wrong?

If you really care for these people who care for you, then the greatest gift you can give them is the gift of appreciation.

Reflect: Who are the people you have taken for granted of in your life? What have they done for you?

It is always human nature to complain and rant about things.

Especially when things aint going the way how you like it to be.

Very often, one would give a politically correct answer like,

"Yes. I love my dear"

"I love my Mummy and Daddy"

"Yes. I treasure all my friends"

But the moment things move in the wrong direction, the finger starts to point.
Even at your dearest love ones.

Who would have thought, in the midst of the finger pointing, the biggest demon is none other than yourself.

If one truly understands the meaning of Appreciation.

In the first place, the finger would never even appear in one's actions and thoughts.

Even when things goes wrong, if one is able to put all the negativity aside and sincerely embrace with a word of "Thank you" to the other party.

I guess this person has really master the art of appreciation.

To truly treat everyone, even a dislike as a friend.
To truly appreciate everyone.
To truly thank everybody for teaching you the phenomena.

This is the type of person everyone would like to work towards.

Everyone has different levels of the 3 mental poisons and bad habits.

It is not easy but as long as one practise conscientiously, bit by bit, one will truly understand the nectar of the word.

It is said that,

Being concious is already the first step.
Second step is the feeling of remorse.
Third step is working towards own's fault.
Fourth step is to rejoice over the improvement.
Only then, the motivation for moving forward becomes greater each time!

The 4 steps may seems easy. But you know what?

Many people cant even get to the first step.

All because of one's obstinacy.

Every 6 months, I would do my best to send a simple appreciation sms to every one of my close friends to tell them how sorry I am for not being able to spend enough time with them and to appreciate them for the things they have done for me.

But I gotta admit, I do forget at times. Haha. =P

I guess its about time for the OMAK season once again!

YiPPeeY! =D

 -Amitabha-

May 1st! Labour Day!

And it only means 1 thing!

Its a Public Holiday!!

Hip Hip HooRay! Its a Happy Happy Day!!

Hahaha. =D

Ive been waiting for this day for the longest time since the last PH.

Both of us were all excited and jumpy for the whole week cos its a day where we can spend 1 full day with each other again!

YippeeY to Quality Time!

Early in the morn, I made my way down to the east.

And met up with dear for a good breakfast at KFC.



We spent close to 1.5hrs enjoying the slow and blessed morning meal.

Before making our way down to East Coast Park hand in hand.

Lilliputt was our first stop.

It was Awesome!

We had so much fun competing and laughing really hard at each other.

Not forgetting posing and keeping ourselves shuttle happy along the way.

When dear called up the place previously and ask what is the norm for the maximum amount of time spent there.

The lady told him 1hr max.

But hey..Guess what!

We spent 2.5hrs there! Bwhahahaha..

The camera even auto shut itself, gave it a check and realised we took close to 400 photos there! Madness! Luckily we always have a spare batt with us. =P

We were all worn out and hungry by the time we ended the 18 holes.

So we made our way down to the nearest eatery for our lunch.



Lunch was good at Old Town White Coffee!

The sun was blazing hot that day and we decided to go slow with the noon.

Went to 7'Eleven to grab a slurpee as we stroll down the park, immersing in the happy environment.

As we walk further, we came to the bicycle kiosk and decided to rent a twin bike for some romantic tian mi mi ride since we have not done it together before!

It was really weird but fun at the same time cos the last time I was on a twin bike, it was with my dad when I was around 10.

Since then, bike riding has always been on my own.

It was nice depending on someone all over again for a ride, I can enjoy the breeze yet I dun haf to peddle at all. Hahahaha. =P



The ride was darn fun lah, we were laughing all the way playing with the different gears like little inquisitive kids.

When we return the bike after 2hrs. Our bums hurt like mad!

And both of us seemed to be standing on Cloud 9. Hahaha.

Made our way home for our dinner before Dear drove me home.

Even as I was recollecting the events and typing them out now.

I cant help smiling at how silly both of us looked that day.

But I guess its all these funny and sweet moments that are worth every deposits in our memory lane.

I love Public Holiday!

Cant wait for the next one to be here again!

YAYs! =D

 -Amitabha-